Wednesday, October 15, 2008

indecisive...

It beckons... I feel like I'm finally moving toward a decision. A thought-out, reflective, intelligent, forward-looking decision. Maybe. The pros outweigh the cons from both directions, leaving me at a constant position of imbalance...insecurity...unrest. I can no longer fear my future - I have to embrace it. I have to accept the fact that I'm moving on. Moving back... Moving forward........Moving.

Goodbyes will begin unwelcomed. Tears will continue. I'll hide them as I have been. Just keep turning the pages. It's a new chapter. This isn't the end....

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