I'm stuck in a tailspin... A whirlwind that won't slow down. Just when I think the storm has calmed, it regains force and I'm tumbling and churning in a mess of emotions, fears, unknowns. This burden created by weakness, guilt, and an unceasing desire to please everyone but myself is taking its toll. I'm tired. So very tired. Tired of tears, fighting, confusion, misdirection. I want so badly to just snap my fingers and find it all fixed - make everyone happy - turn the world back on its axis.
I want answers that I know I'll never get. I want happiness that I sometimes wonder will never fully reveal itself. I want easy, carefree, lighthearted, unabashed and unrestrained pure happiness.
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